What the kids learn in the Home-School of Addiction - SoberRecovery

I can never ever let anyone see the real me, because the real me is just a big ball of shame. All my friends and teachers would shun me if they knew what lurks inside. So I will need to fool them all by racking up shiny accomplishments and good girl points. I will work and work and work. But I live in fear that one day they will uncover my secret.

I can never just invite friends over after school, who knows what they will find there? Again, then they will see the truth.

Whatever happens at night is not to be discussed in the morning. Just keep all it inside and act normal.

Evening Daddy and Morning Daddy cannot really be the same person. How could one be such a monster and the other be so loving and devoted? I can never be mad at morning daddy because he is so good to me. I will just swallow all the bad feelings.

I will just have to count down the hours until morning for the good Daddy to come back. So if I just stay really small and still, then maybe he won't come after me like he is going after mom. If I get good grades, I will be safe.

Source: http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/friends-family-alcoholics/268752-what-kids-learn-home-school-addiction.html

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